I Hate Boys.

I think I am turning into a sort of recluse. It's really scary. So this boy keeps asking me to the movies (first step before dating in H-Town). I like him, but I think of all the time it takes to shower, brush my teeth, pick out my clothes ect. ect. ect. I get out of breath thinking about it. It makes me so mad that I just can't go to the movies without having to think twice about what I'm wearing and if I look like I just rolled out of bed (a possibility because I haven't woken up earlier than 12 this past week). But all these standards and trends... Are they really worth all the time and effort we put into them? We all know they're just going to change on us the minute we stand in line and by our trendy, expensive outfits. OR we end up looking like half-dressed wannabes. But anyways. The fear of running into this boy or anybody from my school has got such a hold on me that when I went ot the movies, I wore a baggy sweatshirt and WORE THE HOOD UP. I was with my sister and her 2 friends, and I'm pretty sure they wont be coming back to our house anytime soon.